Gray or Blue - JayMay

i feel so helpless now, my guitar is not around
and im strugglin w/ the xylophone to make these feelins sound
and im rememberin you singin and bringin you to life
it's rainin out the window and today it looks like night

you havent written to me in a week im wonderin why that is
are you too nervous to be lovers
friendships ruined with just one kiss
i watched you very closely i saw you look away
your eyes are either gray or blue im never close enough to say

but your sweatshirt says it all with the hood over your face
i cant keep starin at your mouth without wonderin how it tastes
im with another boy (he's asleep, im wide awake )
and he tried to win my heart, but its taken . . . . . time

i know the shape of your hands because i watch em when you talk
and i know the shape of your body cause i watch it when you walk
and i want to know it all but im giving you the lead . . . . .. . .. .
so go on, go on and take it, dont fake it, shake it

dont second guess your feelins you were right form the start
and i notice she's your lover, but shes nowhere near your heart
this city is for strangers, like the sky is for the stars
but i think its very dangerous if we do not take whats ours

and im winnin you with words because i have no other way
i want to look into your face without your eyes turnin away
last night i watched you sing because a person has to try
and i walked home in the rain because a person can not lie

Gawd, I love this song.. I mean how crude can a song be? I do like the music video, there is this low budget and low class charm to it....



Riskay Smell Yo Dick Lyrics

Nigga this the fifth teeth muthafucking time that i called and left yo xxx messages
I dun text yo xxxxx xxx and you aint responded or nothing
What in the xxxx is you doin who tha xxxx you out there with you think I`m stupid my gurl dun already put my up on yo xxx tonight night nigga when you get home I got som news foe yo xxxxx ass


Why you coming home five in the morning
Somethings going on can i smell yo dick??
Don`t play me like a fool cause dat ain`t cool
So what you need to do is let me smell yo dick

Its four o'clock and I`m sleeping and its late night and you creeping you could've told me I'm leaving now I know you out there cheating why you got to do me like dat when I call you don`t call me back I`m texting you now nigga where you at that`s fucked up why you do me like dat


I`m dead asleep and you tricking
In the club with dirty foot bitches
My gurl was there she witness
She had a camera phone she took pictures
You was on the dance floor grinding
With a stripper hoe named Diamond
You was flossing hard you was shinning
Everything she drink you was buying it
Fuck nigga you need to stop lieng foe I get mad and pull out my nine
You want a new ? to ? that`s fine but don`t ? hers and try to ? mines
You keep tellin me you ain`t touch her but some keep tellin me you dun fucked her and I ain`t that xxxxx you want to play with nigga drop them boxers and let me smell your dick


Why you coming home five in the mone(morning)
Somethings going on can I smell your dick??
Don`t play me like a fool cause dat ain`t cool
So what you need to do is let me smell yo dick


Smell my dick wait a minute hold up see that`s how a xxxxx get her eyes swoll up and I don`t give a damn what yo homegurls seen when I was in the club what the xxxx you mean they ain`t got no business eyeing me like dat
You ain`t got no business trying me like dat
I wun even feeling Diamond like dat I was wilding but I wasngt clowing like dat
Dat`s alright dat`s okay gon head believe what yo homegurl say a nigga like me drink a lot of liquor meet a lot of bitchs take a lot of pictures
I might break bread with one or two strippers but that don`t mean you got to pull my zipper
They think now think the whole town even doe I got dick to go around


Why you coming home five in the mone
Somethings going on can I smell yo dick??
Don`t play me like a fool cause dat ain`t cool
So what you need to do is let me smell yo dick.

I guess if I have tons of money and I can live my passion, I will go to film school and study cinematography. I have always been facinated with visually stunning movies such as Amelie, The Cell, Wicker Park, Great Expectations etc.. and I can't wait to watch Tarsem Singh's "The Fall".. the trailer looks so awesome!

Wow.. I have not been posting at all this year. I thought I should start today as its been a pretty exciting year so far.. From Edison Chen sex pics to the winning of five Malaysian states by the opposition parties, 2008 is looking to be pretty darn "happening".

I am still reading a lot about Malaysia's General Election 2008, and its pretty interesting I must say. Singapore Politics will never get as juicy as Malaysia's, because they are so many villians in the cabinet that everyone detest. Well, BN has already had a big slap on the face, with Penang trying to demolish the New Economic Policy that favors the rich Malays, Selangor is also said to follow the footsteps. It will be interesting to see how things start to roll out. Of course everyone will want to see changes starting to happen right away, but the new state government will need sometime to takeover and start putting out results.

I think Abdullah is a nice guy, he has a heart, but like LKY said in one interview, LKY prefers to be the leader people are afraid of, than to be a leader that everyone likes. I think that sure makes a lot of sense.

Mahathir is still as vocal as ever, and why shouldn't he be, he has built UMNO and BN to the day he left and now it seems like what he built had been flushed down the toilet. I still find him funny, this man is very sharp and sarcastic at the age of 83. His take on Information Minister, Zainuddin Maidin is hilarious, I didnt expect him to crack jokes on Zainuddin who is pretty much a moron, especially after the Aljazeera Interview. Here is what Mahathir has to say:

Interviewer: Can you comment on Zam (Zainuddin Maidin)?

Mahathir: He won or lost? Oh, he lost. Well, the way he was campaigning was really funny, telling people to look at his face and how it doesn't change. But I think that a face that doesn't change can be very boring. Sometimes you must laugh, sometimes you must cry.

He was telling everybody "Ini muka tak bertukar, tak bertukar". Who is interested in his ‘wajar’? If he was Britney Spears, then…...

Yes, I am a firm believer in some hardcore jungle fever...

I like this song, and am happy that there are 2 different versions. I like both versions, but am leaning towards Ringside's, I like the sultry vocals and the music video is unique. Enrique's cover version is still pretty good tho.

Ringside's Version


Enrique's Version

I do not hate Elisabeth Haselbeck, but sometimes she can say the most self righteous things that show case herself like the virgin Mary and the whole world is just a breeding ground for evil acts and terrible wrong doings. I don't agree with abortion fully, but I still believe it is an individual's decision. I know a few women who had abortions and its definitely not like a day at Disney World. Lastly, I don't think a rich white girl should go around setting standards for millions of women across the country, Elisabeth, just back the f**k off.

I am still very worked up on the "Space Tourist" issue I must say. Altho the $25 million has been spent, Dr. Sheikh (AKA $25 Million USD Space Tourist) is back from space and so many Malaysians are cheering for him, but I still can't let this topic slide. In addition, I have been actively reading and contributing to the forum below. Its a very interesting read I must say.

http://bigdogdotcom.wordpress.com/2007/09/18/dr-sheikh-muzaffar-is-the-first-malaysian-astronaut/

My magic 8 ball predicts that this Halloween, gay boys will wear the same old outfit to clubs. The "topless" angel/devil with wings will remain the most popular outfit for this year and many years to come. Lets face it, gay boys want to be pretty and show off their assets, even if they decide be a wizard or a warrior, it will be a sexy wizard that shows off his abs or a sexy warrior that shows off his arms. Predictable? hell yeah!